Just a quick note from Asha:
A few people emailed me really connecting to the last post- about having a tough time right now. No problem. Remember, this is temporary, and to maximize the productivity of the challenges (always trying to work smart around here!), I have a suggestion.
Take the next 9 days to let go of what is no longer working for you. Or if you want something, a new job, career, life, or like many spiritual people, trying to follow your Life Purpose (loaded word, I know, but we all get what it implies- that we live a connected life), then make this 9 day commitment.
Every day, maybe only for 5-10 minutes, create a sacred space, where you breathe in and out mindfully, and then write (or do whatever your soul calls you to do) with the intention that for the next 9 days you are kicking this habit of not living fully to the curb. Each day, see what comes up.
I want to do my Spiritual Midwifery work and so I am consciously opening up to what wants to be healed (not really HEALED, but more like it wants to be HEARD within me). Like there’s parts of me that does not want me to do this.
So, in hearing this morning, I was ready to confront ANGER- and yet, I was taken somewhere else… I was taken to a time in my childhood when I decided being a tomboy was better. I was only 9! I had been somehow been sexualized by my older 12 year old neighbor, and his little brother (10) was heart broken because he had a crush on me. Oh, boy, love triangles really do happen early! Anywho, that little girl just wanted to be heard for this moment, and I cleared ancestral sexualization of women.
Weird stuff. I get it, and I am trying to type this fast, so you have something to work with during these crazy days.
This over-emphasis on feeling attractive to others has stopped me from my Spiritual Midwifery work. In more ways than I can comprehend. And truth be told, a huge part of me, does not get why this would stop a person from assisting other people in coming into their True Self, but I just go with the flow and trust that this was what I was supposed to focus on hearing today.
In some ways, I feel as an observer right now. I don’t think there is truly anything to heal, just parts that want to be heard (have I mentioned that?!)
Could you do 9 days of hearing parts of yourself? And after you listen, you can visualize what you truly desire from this place of being totally connected.
Hope this helps. And if you feel you need assistance- let me know!
Blessings,
Asha